Last Day on April 2011

Heya there :) Been couple weeks since my last update. Well, however, life's been good lately and things get better, right on the track with a good path but... not with my brain.
The worst mistake I ever made was when I put my high trust on somebody, then he broke the promise I've been trusted eventually. Means, I thought that was the worst mistake.
Now I'm facing the truth that I'm enjoying the brand new mistake I made. What can be worse than this, huh? My heart do not take this so serious but my brain officially broke. Like I can't think clearly & unable to keep things right. Now "insane" is my middle name.

This is another short-post about my silly relationship. This one is the riskiest, most dangerous, guiltiest relationship I ever had.

Here Goes The Story Again...

Nah! Not about that guy again. Maybe this is going to be the stupidest decision that my heart ever made.

First,
Let me try to explain this:
This guy, or what should I call him eh, this man, is join to my office since about the end of 2010. No first impression, just so so and definitely not my type. No tattoo. Smells fair. Things normal. I never talked to him until I found something wrong with my computer, either the connection or stuff. And it's his job to check out and fix it. So we start the conversation, normal conversation about the connection problem etc. Still, I have not found any "something" on him, YET.

Second,
I'll try to make it clear how abnormal thing start:
Once we had lunch together and spend half an hour after lunch at the smoking area. In my office it is called "Cherry Lounge" (yes, that silly cherry tree been there for years). He talk a lot. No. He JOKE AROUND a LOT! And he got me. Why the hell I always lost my great defense as I met a humorous guy?! I've warned myself to not let my heart decide what to feel too easily. So I decided to keep this feeling and make it just...yeah this man is a joker. He jokes around everyone. But one thing, I can't stand the way he look into my eyes. Like he saw something in me and vice versa. And it's bothering my day (in a good way).

Third,
Here comes the forbidden fact:
He has been married. 12 years. With 2 kids. Guessing how old he is? Take your time then. No, he's not that old. I call it mature enough. His position in the office is as a Manager (WOW FACT!)
So again I warn myself to take things easy.

Fourth,
The guilty pleasure:
What the hell you think?
Okay, at first I don't know about this matter until my friend told me. That he always looking for me every lunch time. Talking about the things he likes in me. Telling if only he could pinch my chubby cheeks. Showing his passion when looking at me and telling how he likes spending times joking around with me.
See? This isn't me that feel too confidence or what. It's him.

Fifth,
The sinful invitation:
Last night my friend ask me to have a dinner outside. Since I'm alone at my dorm and bored and have no idea what to do so I go with her. And guess what. He also in. And three of us spending a joyous time and agaaaaiiinn he jokes a lot! Every word he said is always burst my laugh out and I obviously can't control myself to keep sane! And you know what? He asked me out to the cinema!
Wtffffffffff .
So I don't take it too serious (again). Make it as a joke. Wth am I going to have a date with a married man? Gossshhhh.

Sixth,
After the nice dinner, he's about to go back to his office for night duty. And..... he call me!
Aaaaaaaaaaa then it's hard for me to sleep.........

hola! cómo se? ;)

It's been.... 4 days? since my last post.

Well, you might confused about my decision to not telling you the whole stories about Mr. Incredible. It's simply answered: I'M MOVING ON.

Life's been so-so lately but it's good to know that you still have so many great friends out there, right? :)

LIFE IS A MYSTERY.

HEY! :)

did I promised you something? about a story about someone named Mr. Incredible?

well, how about, just forget it. I broke my promise.

maybe another story will be more interesting :D

CHEERS!

xxo,

Charnita

unplanned 270311 sunday

well.. this isn't going to be interesting. just a short story about how my Sunday goes. i start the day with a little "workout", catchin' up the train, yeah (again) for a hundred times my alarm won't work. woke up late, and found myself home, so I have to go to work by train. yes, if you're wondering, I'm working on Sunday. feels like "oh, crap! everyone's glued to bed." but hey this is life.

I'm touching down my sweet cubicle at around 9am. earlier than I thought. switching on the pc and doing all the reports. done with the reports, I accidentally double click on the "mozilla" icon (yeah, it's accidentally and this is my blog, so what?!)

to be honest, I don't like working on Sunday (who does, anw?). alone on 5th floor, and those creepy stories really hunt me down! I can't stop listening to ANY song with a super LOUD volume. so after I had my lunch break, I decided to going down to reception desk.

time to go home, not really go home. my roommate still on her vacation so I'm about to ask some of my old friends to meet up. BUT well, all messed up. I still have to do my boss a favor to get his reports done. so I've been busy with those work stuffs that drops my mood.

and after that loooong tiring day I still have to meet up with my friends eventually (YAY ME!!), took a taxi to Pacific Place and catch them at Aksara. turned out into a great time btw!

succeed. 12 hours with all feelings mixed up. work stuffs, gossips, friends. see? I still have the rest 12 hours to sleep! yiha! but wait, this is the awkward moment when I start lying down my head to the pillow. check my cellphone and found your messenger contact. ah crap. I'm start missing you (again).......

then I sleep 5 hours later, after a long journey of my mind thinking of you..

xxo ♥

just sayin'

you know what?

I prefer live my life spontaneously than have to make some plan..

but one day, if I have to list down the things that I should do.....

YOU'RE ON THE TOP OF MY TO-DO LIST


well, I'm just sayin' btw..

working on a public holiday

yaaaa kalo kerja di Hotel sih ngga aneh rasanya masuk pas tanggal merah. tapi yg gw bingung, gw ini kan di back office, kenapa ga disamain sama yg lain sih?! mentang2 reservation terus jadi harus tetep handle bookingan gitu? rrrgghhhhh!

seperti biasa deh, kalo hari libur ini ruangan gw pasti ga pernah nyala AC nya. gilaaaa, jangan mau deh lo punya boss orang Perancis. irit sengirit-ngiritnya! tapi gatau sih yaa, either ini kemauan si GM atau owner yg notabene keturunan Chinese (which is profit-oriented pastinya), tapi kayanya ga segitunya juga kali.